Half a brain, spaced again
The dawning takes its toll
Screams 'amphetamine' to me
Paid to play a cocktail game
Morning breaks my fall
Seems I'm getting hooked slowly

Kissing the drug to kill the pain
Missing the girl that I blamed
I've never felt so wasted, I've never felt so hated
Dropping a friend to ease the shame
I need the girl that dropped me
I've never felt so tainted, I've never felt so isolated

Laid to rest the acid test
My mind draws me new worlds
Seems uncannily familiar
Made to guest as second best
The night just tore her soul
And unwittingly rebuilt her

Kissing the drug to kill the pain
Missing the girl that I blamed
I've never felt so wasted, I've never felt so hated
Dropping a friend to ease the shame
I need the girl that dropped me
I've never felt so tainted, I've never felt so isolated

Somehow I can't admit
Can't live without the hit
The will bring me regret
How I bleed it

Do you know how it feels to fly
Do you know how it hurts to cry
Do you know what it's like this high

Kissing the drug to kill the pain
Missing the girl that I blamed
I've never felt so wasted, I've never felt so hated
Dropping a friend to ease the shame
I need the girl that dropped me
I've never felt so tainted, I've never felt so jaded

Stole from the vaults of irony
I need the shot to jolt me
I've never felt so faceless, It never felt so tasteless
Kissing the drug to kill the pain
I need the girl that loved me
I've never felt so wasted, I've never felt so isolated